Icing on the f**cking cake

I hate this day so much.

My husband just got information about the upcoming open enrollment at his company.

The insurance we have now will no longer be available. It's not clear if another insurance will have IVF coverage options but, I have to say after reading the email, it doesn't look like it.

We now have two months to do an egg retrieval and embryo transfer. His current insurance covers 4 of these procedures.

I doubt we'll be able to fit in one whole cycle before the end of the year, particularly if they require birth control for 3 weeks.

October 3rd, you just joined the list of dates I'll hate for the rest of my life.