Thursday, July 10, 2014

Stupid, stupid crystal ball

Well, I'm not pregnant.

I got the call at 4:20 which meant I had to sweat it out all day. Turns out the lab had a computer meltdown and couldn't send the results to the RE.

I will admit, I had a little cry for about 30 seconds. Then I picked myself back up because that's just what I do. I'm an eternal optimist and I know our baby is coming.

We may be forced to wait out a cycle which at first made me upset, too. Now that I've had time to think about it, I'm okay. It will all work out, I know this.

My sweet and wonderful husband bought me this:

It's a rose quartz fertility bracelet. I love it and it's one more thing to add to the TTC artillery (added bonus, so pretty!). 

So, it wasn't a great day. 
But, that's okay. This is what I will have comforting me tonight:

Thanks to everyone who followed me through the journey this month. I have a ton of new readers and everyone has been so supportive. 

Despite a disappointment, I still get to feel like the luckiest girl in the world.

Also, I want to thank Megan of Climbing the Pomegranate Tree for the lucky socks. 
I fully intend to pay it forward. 


  1. I am so sorry about this cycle, but your attitude is amazing!

  2. Thanks Tonisha!
    I think it's important to stay positive. Be positive and positive things will happen.

  3. Oh no, I'm sorry! And you're right - stay positive!! Can't wait to see the socks work their magic - this time was just a fluke. <3

    1. It absolutely was a fluke! And I didn't have them during the actual IUI so that's why I didn't get the full effect of the magic!
      However, I got in touch with a long lost friend yesterday and I wore the socks - these are powerful socks - I can feel it!

  4. Stupid computers and stupid meltdowns - so sorry you had to wait for what must have felt like an eternity to hear the news. And I'm sorry this wasn't the month for you. But surely with the aid of the magic socks, fertility bracelet and the crystal ball, you should be set for next time!! Hugs.xx

    1. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I'm sure an April baby is in my future! ;-)